I feel like a bit of a nut.

But I feel like my health concerns are more deserving of me taking a more aggressive approach. I've tried doing the 'normal' thing, letting doctors take care of things while I just follow up as much as I can, it hasn't really been working too well for me.
I wanted to get things set up so that if I have issues IVing, I could go to the nearest hospital without going to the ER. I talked to them, they would be willing to work with me (no training though), and they aren't as busy as my current clinic, so I could walk-in/get a same day appointment if doing it at home failed. The issue - I need a doctor AT THAT HOSPITAL. Ugh
I am currently doing meet and greets, as my GP will be moving soon. At both of those, I brought up what I wanted, and they were both great and were working on referrals. Getting a doctor there is a problem, 2 referrals to 2 different areas of specialties were declined because the doctors weren't taking new patients. They also tried to pick specialists that tend to be less busy. The admin staff was also confused, and made an appointment with someone at my GP's clinic who is the same type of specialist, the admins didn't seem to understand why I was specifically looking for someone with hospital privileges, but we got that appointment cancelled.
I don't want to be waiting around forever, having referrals sent and denied. So I started calling around myself. This is where I think I come off a little looney, but so what

I called the hospital, departments within the hospital, health link, the college of physicians & surgeons. No luck. I called the PCNs that cover multiple clinics, but they didn't know the info, so I started calling around nearby clinics. I found a GP who can see new patients who has hospital privileges at the nearby hospital! Haven't met him, called my clinic to get that going. The referral contact seemed happy and asked how I found out about this doctor. When I said I just starting calling the closest clinics, I'm sure she made a face like this

, but she's happy to pass the info on to the 3 GPs I've currently been dealing with.
Fingers crossed this works. I don't want the ER experience anymore. I want this in place before I take a break from my training sessions. I think just the added confidence of having this backup in place will improve my at home success rate. It will take away some of my nervousness, and being nervous leads to constricted veins and a hesitant hand.