Seeler
Well-Known Member
Seeler I have a question for you. At what point in your Parkinsons would you want your family to agree to your request for euthanasia? I ask this because as I watch some progressive diseases, the bar is often moved because they do adapt to their new reality sometimes....not always but sometimes.
I've considered this for the last five or so years. Right now my life is still good. I am capable of doing a great deal - managing my home, walking, driving, eating (although I dribble food on my clothes more than I used to), talking (including leading worship or giving presentations), writing a book. My energy level is low; my tremor is annoying; my numbness and stiffness interfere with simple tasks like brushing my teeth and tying my shoes. But life is good.
At some point I will lose more and more functions of day to day living. My husband is getting older (80) and has some minor health problems.
As long as I am competent and able to communicate I would expect to be able to make life and death decisions about my health care.
So right now I would say that as long as I am able to see and hear, read, talk, give and receive love and affection, I will continue living with Parkinsons.
Parkinsons itself does not kill. It disables. If nothing else intervenes I will probably end up curled in a fetal position in a bed in a nursing home. I don't want that[FONT=Open Sans, sans-serif]. So I hope that before that happens I will have a heart attack or stroke (DNR); or develop cancer (no chemo or radiation); or I may choke on my food (no feeding tube). I might even at some point consider discontinuing my heart and blood pressure medication if that would hasten death. I haven't done much research into this yet - I keep putting it off. I'm not ready yet.[/FONT]
But I would like to have the possibility of doctor assisted death as an option. - not for now, but for some point in the future when I am ready.