Mendalla
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Came home from a worship meeting at my fellowship in a rather bummed mood last night. With the minister gone, discussion is under way as to how to function as a lay-led community. The further we get into this, the more I am wondering if this is the place for me.
On the one hand, I have a lot to contribute. I am respected as a worship leader and the lack of a minister means, most likely, more opportunities to do it.
On the other, the service formats being discussed really highlight the essentially humanist nature of the fellowship and don't seem to have a very strong spiritual (as I understand the term) component. A Sunday a month to have a discussion of Congregational Health in the service time? I've already spoken out on that one.
The other issue that I am seeing is the lack of resources. We have five people on worship all of whom are on other committees or the board. That is nowhere enough person-power to organize 4-5 Sundays a month for 9-10 months out of the year. Even with RE taking a service a month (one suggestion) and someone doing these discussions (we are making it clear that worship is not going to run those) we are still looking at 20-25 services a year plus the small group summer services that we have to organize, if not run.
Part of me wants to soldier on because I am a UU at heart and want to see us have a presence in the community. OTOH, I am really concerned that with no minister, a shrinking volunteer pool, and a sense of crisis, spirituality/religion is going to get short shrift no matter what I do. I have several options in the UCCan (fairly progressive local congregations like Wesley-Knox). I have a monthly spiritual discussion group (run by a Bahai friend). Perhaps that is enough and I should give my fellowship and its troubles a rest and move on for at least a while.
Is staying or going the saner option here?
On the one hand, I have a lot to contribute. I am respected as a worship leader and the lack of a minister means, most likely, more opportunities to do it.
On the other, the service formats being discussed really highlight the essentially humanist nature of the fellowship and don't seem to have a very strong spiritual (as I understand the term) component. A Sunday a month to have a discussion of Congregational Health in the service time? I've already spoken out on that one.
The other issue that I am seeing is the lack of resources. We have five people on worship all of whom are on other committees or the board. That is nowhere enough person-power to organize 4-5 Sundays a month for 9-10 months out of the year. Even with RE taking a service a month (one suggestion) and someone doing these discussions (we are making it clear that worship is not going to run those) we are still looking at 20-25 services a year plus the small group summer services that we have to organize, if not run.
Part of me wants to soldier on because I am a UU at heart and want to see us have a presence in the community. OTOH, I am really concerned that with no minister, a shrinking volunteer pool, and a sense of crisis, spirituality/religion is going to get short shrift no matter what I do. I have several options in the UCCan (fairly progressive local congregations like Wesley-Knox). I have a monthly spiritual discussion group (run by a Bahai friend). Perhaps that is enough and I should give my fellowship and its troubles a rest and move on for at least a while.
Is staying or going the saner option here?