GeoFee said:
What ideas inspire and animate our lived experience?
As I thought upon this question a still small voice asked me to define "our." As I turned my attention to the communal I noticed what I perceived to be a chink, a fatal flaw which brings about our undoing. We are social creatures and we like the packs that we put together. Even I, as strongly introverted as I am, have a need for the closeness of some other.
Natural drives and natural desires are nothing to be ashamed of nor flaws to be corrected.
And yet, those drives unexamined lead to behaviours which do not facilitate the common good.
One darkish drive, a banality, is the pervasive nature of those individuals in groups to presume responsibility falls upon another. We are big on getting our fair share, our rights and our privileges are things that we will fight for. Meanwhile there is almost an equal and opposite force which resists giving our fair share and none demand that they have duty or obligation to the wider community.
So it would appear that much of our communal time is parasitical rather than symbiotic.
We have lost a balance. We do not think of community in terms of individuals.
It is not enough for me to find a group and have it tell me what I should value and how I should think. What I value and how I think should be the means by which community is formed around me. Of necessity I will be changed by my interaction with others just as they, of necessity will be changed by their interaction with me. Rather than address the rights of what each member may expect to receive perhaps it makes more sense to address the duties that each member will be expected to perform?
Which takes me out of a consideration of shared (our) experience into the consideration of what inspires and animates me as an individual.
In an earlier day in the context of camps I taught others how to survive. I borrowed, from one John Wiseman, an acronym called PLAN. PLAN is about the necessities for survival. Protection (having shelter), Location (knowing your terrain), Acquisition (food and water), Navigation (how to get from where you are to where you want to be). I believe that there are spiritual counterparts to these very material needs and I find myself thinking about these four items.
What protection can I count on?
Where am I?
What nourishes me?
Where am I going?
Starting with that I can work towards a community and if I am by myself or with several others each element has applicability.
Operating out of my Christian faith then I arrive at the following answers:
The only protection I can count on is my Lord and my God. All other shelter may be suitable for certain limited purposes only my God can keep me safe through all things.
I am where God has placed me and I will make where I have been placed a refuge.
I am nourished not by bread or water but with the true bread which came down from heaven and the water of life. I have both in abundance and can, should it be necessary, feed thousands with what I have been so generously given.
I am going wherever I am called and I will stay in that place until I am called to go elsewhere.
While that sounds large my experience is that it is not. My world extends only as far as my reach. I may see further and I may hear things that are farther away but it is only what I touch that I can change.
I am not called to change all things.
A fundamental flaw, I see in our communal enterprise is that it spends so little time focusing on where it is and when it is. To be precise it spends a lot of time on pie in the sky ideas. Currently the denomination is caught up in the idea that a structural change is the solution to all of our problems.
From above that would be the P element from PLAN. If it was a matter of insufficient or inappropriate shelter then structure is what needs attention.
I have not heard that lifted up as a major concern. What I hear, more often than not is a lack of people.
That suggests to me that we have more shelter than is needed (empty pews indicate too much shelter rather than not enough). If we cannot sustain our numbers it is most likely a problem with the A element. There are simply not enough resources to feed all mouths. Simplistically in a communal environment that means that there aren't enough bodies foraging or hunting (it could also mean that the bodies working at that task are not suited for that task).
If we are losing members because there is not enough to eat building a new structure is, in a word, foolishness.
How does that apply to the conversation which begins the thread?
For that we have to borrow from the L and N elements. We need to know where we are now and we need to know where we want to be.
Using the simplest of terms let us identify where we are now as "broken" and where we want to be as "whole."
How do we get from here to there? Do all need to make the same journey?
Speaking personally. I never experienced the Residential Schools nor did any member of my family. I'm not broken because of it. It will never work for me as a point of reference it is not a part of my journey. As a historical event it impacts upon me at a communal level. It simply is not my burden.
Others do have this as a point of reference in their journey so those others are the best resources for understanding that terrain. My job is to not get in the way of their progress.
It would be irresponsible of me to attempt to offer navigational help because never having been in that spot I have no idea how to get from that starting point to the ideal ending point. Those on the journey will know far better than I what is necessary so my best effort is spent listening and whenever possible providing necessary provisions.
That may be temporary shelter and/or it might be food and water for the journey. Apart from that, I've never been to that place so I don't know how to get out of it.
Those making the journey are going to have to decide how they want to travel. Are they intent upon carrying all baggage with them from start to finish? Do they want to travel light? Can they abandon things along the way that serve no purpose? It isn't up to me to tell them how to travel and/or what they have to leave behind.
I can ask if what they so desperately cling to is a help or a hindrance.
Which is, to be candid, where Kevin Annett comes back into the process. Is Kevin interested in the journey coming to a right and proper end or is Kevin interested in keeping folk on the move towards some impossible goal? Has Kevin ever shared any point of reference on the journey? Is Kevin a reliable guide?
Is Kevin Annett a help or a hindrance in the journey our First Nations brothers and sisters find themselves taking?
Are warnings against leaning on such unreliable support a help or a hindrance in the journey our First Nations brothers and sisters find themselves taking?
The journey has been started and some will be further along than others. It is also not my journey. At best I can offer assistance to do that I need to listen more than I talk. Sometimes the Church would profit from doing more of the same. For the most part our involvement in this particular journey was to cause it to become necessary. Our help may not be that highly valued in getting away from brokenness to wholeness.