
When I called my doctor re the last UTI, I got a call back with a prescription. Within days, though, I also got notice of a CT scan, and a call for an appointment for a pelvic exam.
Blood from any orifice tends to get attention, and particularly if you have a history of cancer.
My CT scan and my appointment would be after my visit to my sister for US Thanksgiving One of the things that is always a toughie is when to share personal information, especially with those who you know will worry, when they don't need more worry, and worrying isn't going to do anything. I guess, in a way, I also did not want our time together to be about my health, or lack thereof. It was hard enough to share how much bladder incontinence that I had due to my persistent cough. Ugh. So, I didn't let her know, though I know that in doing so, my mind was on the awareness that I was holding something back from her.
For the pelvic exam, I could choose my family doctor or I could choose the Nurse Practioner.
I decided to go with the NP.
Although one can set these items aside, there is always the awareness of aches and just oddities with ones body. When going through the hoops of followup appointments, these add to the anxiety. Though most wouldn't find me anxious, I found myself cocooning. I am aware of a weight of awaiting the tests.
** I am writing these in Feb 2023, but have added the approx dates to the title to keep them in order.
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