Jae ... I apologise if I seem to run contrary to what you accept blindly ... but I come from a different place in the infinite field ... as a result I've encountered different items that teach me of what is deficit in my journey ... thus diminishing my hubris. I do not understand your situation and must prepare myself for the effect it has on my experience. In the process I take all things in for chewing over and processing from my appointed vector.
I understand that some cannot deal with the frightfully strange even thought we are directed to have no fear ... it is an enigma that will not end until we escape the mortal bounds an look in from as different form that has severed some mortal and moral connections for the et IHC ... the wakes of our journey do interfere with on another forming odd results and implications ... kind of like rooters in heaven ... there's more attached to that than you can imagine (abstract, spatially dark). There is that magic lance ... Longevous (lengthy view) and the other ... one deals with the gift given if minor or a monster ... I find the path lengthy and thus reach into it! The challenge presented as a gift for a physically sensitive vs the alien ... side of the empiric. There is an icon that is illustrated in a double-ended point ... as something we must accept as reactions to treatment to be reconsidered when further intelligence is gathered ... in the big picture ... ongoing learning as in those words at the closing of John's Gospel ... Dear John ... on things past ... some only live for the present ... when if you look there is more that you are connected to ... and share things that can't be observed ... peculiar compounds ...
Sometimes the plug needs to be pulled from the restriction ... a difficult barrier between claustrophobia and agraphia ... peculiar "means"?
What is a mental mean ... something that isolates you from the unbound? Tough stuff for a sleeping item ... sometimes bones of a myth in a fabric that needs to be worked with rather than laid to rest? Up chi comes from the depths ... odd essence?
Ethereal carrier ... I Carious ... fire bird? These things are out and about and can initiate things as plus and minus ... from nothing noted ... enigma? In is a great puzzle ... for reasons we may not grasp from this side ... and yet believe we do ... from weird hubris ... Leon oid?
So much in the word is hidden, sacred blocked because the child within can only take so much at a time ... patience! It'll come to you and then you go ... in matter neither of us grasp in the presence ... of materialism ... no matter is the solution! The nothing bothers, worries, frets ... alas we were assigned here for a bit of observation ... relieving us from ecstasy ... of the bore of knowing nothing ... erasure, or whit washing?
I can't tell you more just now but I have suspicions that others may not because of their emanations ... (Emani's?)!
Some say it is the devil a sort of demonization of common man ... by power hunger ... consider the demands of AI? Aye ...