Again, this is not about what you intended. It is very much about what you accomplished. More than that it is about how you take responsibility for what you have accomplished.
Running away is a horrible choice.
You are free to make it, absolutely nobody has required it.
The following exchange is part of a discussion about this we had on another thread:
Well, I believe in his farewell post, Neo pointed out just that. He doesn't ask for a million "sorrys" but he does give you an opportunity to offer just one.
It appears that the real issue is the "if I had it." We can't expect you to give what you don't have so rather than apologize you are going to take the coward's way out.
In this whole ordeal you have blamed God for giving you orders and you have blamed your old self for being hostile. You need to take responsibility for what you post.
I was hoping for better from you than this.
And to repeat myself. The issue is not that you disagree with others. There is plenty of disagreement going on here at Wondercafe2 and for the most part that disagreement rarely gets as hostile as you do. The problem is that when you choose to disagree you simply do not care how you treat the other. What is the most outrageous in all of this is your insistence that when posters disagree with you, as blackbelt1961, Jae, myself and others have done it is us attacking you and yet, when you disagree with us it is because God has told you to correct us. The double-standard you appeal to is not compelling in the least.
Your decision to walk away is disappointing. It represents the easy way out not the right way forward.