But I do not believe in anything, P3. God is good-orderly-direction (channelling Linds, but also another well known organization of my acquaintance), the next right thing, the impulse to compassion. I'm absolutely fine with a completely scientific cosmos. I have no belief or even opinion about what happens after death, although one memorable dream suggests to me that everything is okay. I can use the words "holy mystery" to cover most ground. I most emphatically reject a personal interventionalist God. I think humans need to stay in community of some sort, in order to keep themselves a bit more honest. I don't really care if a ski club or a church does it for you; the advantage of the latter is that they'll generally keep an eye on you in your old age, even after your fixed pension means you have very little to contribute financially. I grew up Christian, after the age of 5 anyway, when I was old enough to "take myself to church", because the parents sure weren't taking me. I've always loved English literature, as well, so the Christian mythos is almost embedded in my DNA, so it's easy to be in community, to regulate my personal spirituality, within a Christian context. I have a very small family, most of whom lives in the U.K., and except for my canal-boating cousin, I'm not terribly close to any of them, and I don't have a particularly close relationship with either of my sisters, particularly one of them. So the church is very much my substitute family. Don't need any sort of concept of god or deity to belong. It's also, realistically, my "keep myself busy and active into retirement and old age" strategy. I love Judaism; I'd have aspired to be a cantor if I'd been lucky enough to be born Jewish.